it gloomy this year
Monday, September 5, 2011 | 12:08 AM | 1 comments
hurmi left this blog much too long..its not like there was nothing good happened..
when i opened the 'new post' column,i will space out and doesn't know what to write..
nah,maybe its one of those seasonal sickness.i really wish its like that though
i gotta admitted this.
my EID this year is way too gloomy~
First,
my twin is not around this time.when it comes to twin thingies,you don't really know which one is the big brother.when it is me who are born first,still my friends always say i am the spoiled one.it just feels different when you are on your own for the first time..being twin is like having half of human personality taken away from you..and living independently takes double the effort too...
Second,
in my current life right now,there are only three people who can make me smiling alone over the phone..
two girl and one guy..guess you can put that as one soul mate one best friend and one my crush..and out of these three only one did called me wishing selamat hari raya.one of them is away with family matter when we are about to have a conversation which i waited for a whole damn day.i want to ask what does he like for a birthday present for god sake,turn out i dont feel like giving one anymore..and the last one is me secretly waiting for her to sms me something..well,its like someone been too busy with holiday rite here...
Third,
this is my first time not attending the annual secondary school reunion..unlike the yesteryear, i will be making countdown but not this year..ive been crazy to meet ayid,azam,wan,jaja,and others..but not this year though..
and it turn out really few people showed up last saturday..
Fourth,
i dont even have a single picture to upload and change my profile picture.
i dont have my twin.
i still waiting for one sms
i dont feel like going for 'beraya with friends'
obviously there is one gloomy raya for me~~
being fussy over small things.
guess i am the spoiled BRAT