Dear Mr Scarecrow,

Day by day i get older in times. It is not something you can change by human hands. Also, it is a matter of time a human grow up from an innocent baby to a playful child. A little further in time the child will undergone puberty and started to emotionally developed. That period is a painstaking time for male including me because we do not possessed those maternal instincts of a woman. We are late to come into senses of what is right and wrong action. Still, better late than never rite?

Eventually every teenager will become a full-fledged adult. That way we are free of the supervision of our parent. It is going to be the end of 2010 and the end of my teen life. I want to write a summary about my not-so-thrilling teenage hood. This might be a huge effort of work and a long entry. Sorry in advanced for taking your time reading me.haha

I guess i reached puberty by the age of 15.i forgot the exact year anyway. Of course i forgot about the tiny details as well. Being in hostel life back then supposed to teach me to be independent. But its not. I am twin. So i just ran and see my little brother every time i face any hardship. Not much to be bragged about.haish

I am grateful to have such a good brain. Never giving me hard times in examination. But i strike less in relationship and sport. In fact i never had any serious relationship ever. Back then, i never fancy such thing. And i just played chess, volleyball, archery and running. I got to represent my district for cross country competition once. It is like life-time achievement.haha. i do crazy at playing soccer a long time ago. I played it for fun in my primary school with Muiez and Zulhairi. Me and my twin sure made a deadly defender. But soon as i entered secondary school the passion just fade off...from that day i quit playing. It is scary how this heart worked.. then, it comes the character searching moment. I make a wrong turn.

Then  i got a call to PLKN.i think that programme was just made to prevent  the rise in social problems. Still,i have a good time because it seems too wasteful to waste my already wasted three months in there. Haha.

I went to PETRONAS EDUCAMP and i failed. There are times i regret it like hell. Then i carelessly filled up my UPU and my application was not sent to their database. How i laughed so hard about my BAKA-ness every time i thought of it.noob~~ The good thing is my mommy used an insider to let me into PASUM. I even met the Director for MOHE directly. Reality is a harsh world. It also teach me a lesson.

I tried doing my best at PASUM, but i fall for a girl. Damn this story ended up with heartbreak, a blog and a good long advice from my best friend. A triangle love is sound too Korean drama-like. After all, my best friend really has the korea face she liked.haha. i guess  a good picture must included certain black lines.

Now is my second year in UM. Doing a fourth year degree in Estate Management(B.EsMnt). Currently in my first year.  Also, i come to my sense earlier that i am obviously suck in architecture and choose this course instead. An estate agent sound not too bad but my course mate treat this as a dump course. Even the foreigners have the  same view. Guess great mind think alike. It will be a tough job to be a vice class representator.

Owh, at the age of 19 i done so many changes:

I will try harder next year.  Even it is the little detail in my life, it built me to be more matured. In future i want to:

For those who around me, i give you permission to remind me of any of my ‘azzam’ whenever i forgot about it. It is hard to get things done alone.heeeee~~

Dear Mr Scarecrow,

Day by day i get older in times. It is not something you can change by human hands. Also, it is a matter of time a human grow up from an innocent baby to a playful child. A little further in time the child will undergone puberty and started to emotionally developed. That period is a painstaking time for male including me because we do not possessed those maternal instincts of a woman. We are late to come into senses of what is right and wrong action. Still, better late than never rite?

Eventually every teenager will become a full-fledged adult. That way we are free of the supervision of our parent. It is going to be the end of 2010 and the end of my teen life. I want to write a summary about my not-so-thrilling teenage hood. This might be a huge effort of work and a long entry. Sorry in advanced for taking your time reading me.haha

I guess i reached puberty by the age of 15.i forgot the exact year anyway. Of course i forgot about the tiny details as well. Being in hostel life back then supposed to teach me to be independent. But its not. I am twin. So i just ran and see my little brother every time i face any hardship. Not much to be bragged about.haish

I am grateful to have such a good brain. Never giving me hard times in examination. But i strike less in relationship and sport. In fact i never had any serious relationship ever. Back then, i never fancy such thing. And i just played chess, volleyball, archery and running. I got to represent my district for cross country competition once. It is like life-time achievement.haha. i do crazy at playing soccer a long time ago. I played it for fun in my primary school with Muiez and Zulhairi. Me and my twin sure made a deadly defender. But soon as i entered secondary school the passion just fade off...from that day i quit playing. It is scary how this heart worked.. then, it comes the character searching moment. I make a wrong turn.

Then  i got a call to PLKN.i think that programme was just made to prevent  the rise in social problems. Still,i have a good time because it seems too wasteful to waste my already wasted three months in there. Haha.

I went to PETRONAS EDUCAMP and i failed. There are times i regret it like hell. Then i carelessly filled up my UPU and my application was not sent to their database. How i laughed so hard about my BAKA-ness every time i thought of it.noob~~ The good thing is my mommy used an insider to let me into PASUM. I even met the Director for MOHE directly. Reality is a harsh world. It also teach me a lesson.

I tried doing my best at PASUM, but i fall for a girl. Damn this story ended up with heartbreak, a blog and a good long advice from my best friend. A triangle love is sound too Korean drama-like. After all, my best friend really has the korea face she liked.haha. i guess  a good picture must included certain black lines.

Now is my second year in UM. Doing a fourth year degree in Estate Management(B.EsMnt). Currently in my first year.  Also, i come to my sense earlier that i am obviously suck in architecture and choose this course instead. An estate agent sound not too bad but my course mate treat this as a dump course. Even the foreigners have the  same view. Guess great mind think alike. It will be a tough job to be a vice class representator.

Owh, at the age of 19 i done so many changes:

I will try harder next year.  Even it is the little detail in my life, it built me to be more matured. In future i want to:

For those who around me, i give you permission to remind me of any of my ‘azzam’ whenever i forgot about it. It is hard to get things done alone.heeeee~~