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a DRAMA in dull time
Tuesday, November 30, 2010 | 3:06 AM | 1 comments
rite now,i am really on a suicide mission.
i am obviously neeeeeed to study for legal studies a.k.a LAW!
but i flipped a nasty turn to write this thing down..


GOD HOPE YOUR RIGHTEOUS FALL UPON ME STILL......

amiin.

today,i had managed to 'DISCARD' one name for my friendlist...
frankly,
(let i give myself a standing ovation)
i feel daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn awful bout it.
a friend of mine.
it is not a direct encounter but somehow i befriend with him.
he knew something i've been  reluctant to write it here..
treat it as my 'Mr. Hyde'
it just small matter AND DONT ASKED ANYTHING!
its so stupid you might laugh....
( i never tell him in the first place,he just figured it out)

after then,he faces troubles.
i am intending to help him.i do really.
DAMN STUPID
the problem is 'me'.and after a long disappearance, he came to my room today.
i know he must have SOMETHING to say.then he said he want to quit college.staying with his friend in his rented house.living with 'friends'.

DUNNO,
I get too upset.i never questioned his reason.i never discourage it.i never feel  RELIEF.
I went to bed and fall  asleep instantly.little do i  recall that he said something like:

"where should you go?
to the left where nothing is 'right' OR
to the right where nothing left for me to stay"

that time i cannot give a direct answer.though the question is referred to me.
for me, I'LL NEVER TAKE BOTH TURN...
never go to the left because you cant see what the future holds why don't i just be Muhammad Naqib?what is wrong to be me.what is wrong to be just you.my little advise is stop hating your past...its hurting and HURT others in way you cannot imagine.
(like the way it hurt my feeling just now)
even so,i'll never go to the right because a past that so ruined cannot melt a freezing heart.
lets turn a new leaf~

just LOOK straight and walk a step forward.i don't like the fact that using excuses to stop living your life.
me too,had started walking and life must goes on.
its just too sadden for me to erase him.because the problem is 'me' i don't intend to influence his decision.
in my mind, i fail to be a good friend for you..

BUT DONT FORGET YOU STILL HAD FRIEND HERE!!!


p/s:baru tuka lagu.sedap ak rse.tpi jgn dok kait sgt ngan post nie.ak pon daa terase creepy skit.nyway, ak treasure kwn2 ak.so it is a painful ending..(spa label ak gay mmg cb!!!!)